I BELIEVE IN LDFF 2020

I am deep in gratitude, like, lake-deep up to my ankles, for a place

to just be absolutely free

not to say a single word to anyone but myself.

For the time being. And I can make it as bad and as good as I like and maybe in a year I will show it to somebody. Maybe A. He said that I should find something that makes me happy in the Now rather than happy in the When. Not in those words but to that effect.

Here are some things about me right now:

- I am in a beautiful house
- I am in a beautiful relationship
- I am in a beautiful family
- I am in beautiful friendships
- I am creating beautiful things

And what I most WANT this year is to be creating and making and earning from it. I am not going to be working at my cafe any more by the end of 2020 because I have DECREED IT AND IT IS NOW REAL. This future is now real. I am going to be walking in to incredible places this year, discovering magical things, tripping down unexpected avenues and making some known knowns VERY REAL TOO. The reality of it all is going to be so fantastical. Does that make sense? NO. It does not have to make sense it just has to be FELT. DEEPLY. LAKE-DEEP FANTASY FEELINGS.

LAKE DEEP FANTASY FEELINGS ARE DREAMS
LAKE DEEP FANTASY FEELINGS ARE REALITIES
LAKE DEEP FANTASY FEELINGS MAKE IT SO
LAKE DEEP FANTASY FEELINGS CLUB 2020